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  This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, businesses, organizations, places, events, and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

  Copyright © 2012 by Penny Vincenzi

  All rights reserved. Published in the United States by Doubleday, a division of Random House, Inc., New York.

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  Originally published in different form in Great Britain as The Decision by

  Headline Review, an imprint of Headline Publishing Group, London, in 2011.

  Jacket design by Emily Mahon

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  Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data

  Vincenzi, Penny.

  [Decision.]

  More than you know : a novel / Penny Vincenzi. — 1st U.S. ed.

  p. cm.

  “Originally published in a different form as The Decision in the United Kingdom by Headline, London, in 2011.”

  1. Divorced people—Fiction. 2. Custody of children—Fiction. I. Title.

  PR6072.I525D43 2012

  823′.914—dc23 2011051263

  eISBN: 978-0-385-53452-9

  v3.1

  For Paul, who was always there.

  And for Polly, Sophie, Emily, and Claudia,

  for getting me through.

  Contents

  Cover

  Title Page

  Copyright

  Dedication

  Cast of Characters

  Prologue

  Part One - The Engagement

  Part Two - The Marriage

  Part Three - Divorce

  Acknowledgements

  Other Books by This Author

  About the Author

  Cast of Characters

  ELIZA FULLERTON-CLARK, a debutante and subsequently a fashion editor

  SARAH FULLERTON-CLARK, her mother

  ADRIAN FULLERTON-CLARK, her father

  CHARLES FULLERTON-CLARK, her brother, a stockbroker

  ANNA MARCHANT, her godmother

  PIERS MARCHANT, Anna’s husband

  SIR CHARLES AND LADY CUNNINGHAME, Eliza’s grandparents

  MATT SHAW, a property developer

  SANDRA SHAW, his mother

  PETE SHAW, his father

  SCARLETT SHAW, his sister, an air hostess

  DIANA FORBES, Scarlett’s air hostess friend

  MR. BARLOW AND MR. STEIN, Matt’s first employers

  EMMELINE, Eliza and Matt’s daughter

  JENNIFER GRANT, her nanny

  JEREMY NORTHCOTT, Eliza’s millionaire boyfriend and advertising supremo

  EMMA NORTHCOTT, his sister

  LOUISE MULLEN, secretary to Matt and subsequently a property tycoon in her own right

  JENNY COX, receptionist and secretary at Simmonds & Shaw

  JIMBO SIMMONDS, Matt’s partner

  VALERIE HILL, a hugely successful businesswoman

  GEORGINA BARKER, Matt’s girlfriend

  BARRY FLOYD, a successful builder

  RODERICK BROWNLOW, a property developer

  JULIET JUDD, Charles’s girlfriend

  GEOFFREY JUDD, her father

  CAROL JUDD, her mother

  LILY BERENSON, a rich widow from Charleston

  DAVID BERENSON, her son

  GABY BERENSON, her daughter-in-law

  LINDY FREEMAN, Eliza’s boss at Woolfe’s department store

  MADDY BROWN, a knitwear designer and friend of Eliza’s

  ESMOND, her boyfriend and a hatter

  JEROME BLAKE, a photographer

  REX INGHAM, another photographer

  ROB BRIGSTOCKE, creative director of KPD, advertising agency

  HUGH WALLACE, account director at KPD

  JACK BECKHAM, editor of Charisma and later of the Daily News

  FIONA MARKS, the fashion editor

  ANNUNCIATA WOBURN, the features editor

  JOHNNY BARRETT, Louise’s journalist friend on the Daily News

  GIOVANNI CRESPI, wealthy businessman

  MARIELLA CRESPI, his wife and socialite

  ANNA-MARIA, a maid

  BRUNO, Giovanni’s valet

  SEBASTIANO, the Crespis’ butler

  TIMOTHY FORDYCE, a friend of Mariella’s in Milan

  JANEY, his wife

  MARK FROST, a distinguished travel writer

  PERSEPHONE FROST, his mother

  HEATHER CONNELL, a young mother and friend to Eliza

  CORAL, her daughter

  ALAN CONNELL, her husband

  MRS. MUNROE, Eliza’s gynaecologist

  MARY MILLER, her psychotherapist

  PHILIP GORDON, Eliza’s solicitor

  TOBY GILMOUR, Eliza’s barrister

  IVOR LEWIS, Matt’s solicitor

  SIR BRUCE HAYWARD QC, Matt’s barrister

  SIR TRISTRAM SELBOURNE, another QC

  MR. JUSTICE CLIFFORD ROGERS, a judge

  DEMETRIOS AND LARISSA, tavern owners on the Greek island of Trisos

  1971

  IT WAS NEARLY OVER THEN. BY THIS TIME TOMORROW IT WOULD BE SETTLED. By this time tomorrow she would know. Whether she would still be a mother, a proper mother, the sort who did the ordinary things, got her child up every morning and tucked her up in bed every night, took her to school and picked her up again, knew when she’d had a tummyache or a bad dream, got cross with her, argued with her, decided when to get her hair cut or that she needed new shoes, told her off for skimping on her homework or her ballet practice, insisted she made her bed and tidied her room and wrote thank-you letters and cleaned out the hamster’s cage … Or the other sort, the once-a-week sort, the provider of a perfect room and whatever-you-fancy food, the purveyor of treats and outings, and ultragenerosity to friends, overindulgent, never cross, never critical, watchful for new loyalties, jealous of new traditions …

  Which would she be?

  The mother with custody? Or the mother without?

  1958

  ELIZA WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF CURTSYING TO THE QUEEN WHEN SHE decided it was time she lost her virginity.

  She was rather shocked at herself, not for the nature of the decision, but for managing to make it at such a moment, such a terribly important moment in her life; both her mother and her godmother (who was actually presenting her) had instilled into her endlessly how lucky she was, because this was positively the last year of court presentation; it had been declared an anachronism, not in keeping with the new Elizabethan age. And here she was, in her blue silk Belinda Belville cocktail dress, in the presence of the Queen—so much younger and prettier in the flesh than her photographs—and she was thinking not about being part of a deeply important tradition that had lasted for generations, but about with whom of all the young men she was dancing and flirting with that wonderful summer she might achieve this new ambition. It really was rather bad of her.

  Concentrate, Eliza! What would her mother and godmother say if they knew that after all their organising and lunching and juggling with dates and guest lists for her season, that her mind was fixed not on what to them was the almost sacred part of the whole thing, but on something very unsuitable indeed.

  She straightened slowly and moved towards the side of the throne room, making way for the next wave of girls.

  Eliza was attracting a lot of attention that summer. Indeed she had become a bit of a favourite with the popular press, had so far appeared in the Express three times and the Mirror four. Her mother had felt it rather lowered the tone of Eliza’s season, but Eliza thought it was won
derful, and a lot of the other girls had been really jealous. She wasn’t pretty—her features were too large, and her coloring too strong, with slightly olive skin and very dark hair combined with very dark blue eyes, and she had more than once heard her mother saying worriedly to her grandmother that she did hope no one would think there was foreign blood in the family. But she also knew that she was extremely attractive.

  Boys had made passes at her from when she had been only fifteen. Indeed, she had first made the pages of Tatler the year before her season, watching her brother, Charles, play cricket for the Old Etonians on Father’s Day.

  But this year was truly hers, and she had already been granted the Big One, a full-page solo spot at the front of Tatler.

  “Miss Eliza Fullerton-Clark,” the caption said, “daughter of Mr. and Mrs. Adrian Fullerton-Clark. Eliza, a charming girl whose interests include skiing and the history of art”—I didn’t know that, thought Eliza—“will have her dance at the exquisite Fullerton-Clark home, Summercourt, Wellesley, later in the season.”

  The photograph had been granted its prominence by Tatler’s social editor, Betty Kenward, the redoubtable Jennifer of “Jennifer’s Diary,” whose word alone could promote a girl from being just, well, a girl, to a success, someone to be marked down as having a future. Which meant not a future in her own right, but as the wife of someone rich and powerful, at best heir to one of the great estates of rural England.

  And Eliza’s future had been most carefully planned. Sarah Fullerton-Clark, together with her best friend (and Eliza’s godmother), the Honorable Mrs. Piers Marchant, had visited Mrs. Kenward in her eyrie at the top of a small flight of stairs from the Tatler editorial floor. Mrs. Kenward had given them the regulation small tomato juice and shared with them the almost mystical tools of her trade: her diary of the season, with every girl’s dance and date so far, and a list of eligible young men, rich and well connected, christened (by the tabloids) the “Debs’ Delights.” The Delights had a longer life span than the debs, and were summoned for several summers, at no cost to themselves, to attend dances and parties, Ascot and Henley, and whole weekends at fine country houses, where the only requirement upon them was to wear the right clothes, not to drink too much, to be polite to their hostess, and to smile at and charm the prettier debs.

  Charles was on the list, of course; he was very tall and dark, and charmingly diffident, a favourite with the mothers; Sarah and Anna Marchant had left Mrs. Kenward’s office with a recommendation for the date for Eliza’s dance and some starred names of young men on the list, denoting particularly impressive titles or fortunes.

  Eliza was staying with the Marchants in London during the week that summer, since she was doing—as well as the season—a course at one of London’s smarter secretarial colleges. Eliza was determined to work, and not in some feeble little job either; she wanted a career. She knew what everyone including her mother said, that a job was just something to do until you got married and to earn you a bit of pocket money, but Eliza wanted more; she wanted a job that was interesting and absorbing, something she cared about “that will make me a person in my own right,” she said to Charles, “not just as someone’s wife or whatever.”

  Fashion fascinated her particularly: not just clothes, but the way they worked, how you could tell so much about a person from what they wore, how important they were to the picture you presented to the world.

  In spite of her decision, taken in such sumptuous circumstances, Eliza was still a virgin as the date for her dance approached. For one thing, she’d been terribly busy. She’d been to literally dozens of dances and cocktail parties; she’d had a starring role in the Berkeley Dress Show, that great annual opportunity for debs to be models for a day, and managed to catch the eye of the photographer from the Evening Standard and hit the front page, wearing a white evening dress by Hartnell. And at Queen Charlotte’s Ball—the Harlots’ Ball, as the Debs’ Delights called it—she had been quite near the front in the line of girls pulling the giant cake into the ballroom: yet another photograph in the tabloids.

  And then there was her own dance, so much discussed and planned. It had passed far too quickly, a magical fairy-tale evening that had just drifted by without any clear memories of anything, except fragments: the perfect June night, the garden filled with roses, the white marquee so gorgeously dressed up, the crowds and crowds of friends, the band playing exactly what she wanted, the endless champagne, her father flushed with pride, her mother kissing her and telling her how proud of her they were. She’d danced and danced, literally till dawn, with an endless flow of charming young men, and then fallen into bed, amazed that she wasn’t drunker, considering how much champagne she had consumed.

  It was the crown on a wonderful summer, and she wished it need never end.

  Her mother was pale but happy the next morning, relieved at the success of the dance, relieved it was finally over. It had occupied her thoughts and fed her anxieties for almost a year; but it seemed to have been worth it. Worth the bank loan Adrian had had to take out, the sleepless nights, the endless work. But it was all an investment in Eliza’s future, and not even to be questioned.

  Having her dance at home in the country, rather than in London, had saved a lot, and was so much nicer, everyone had (apparently genuinely) said.

  Eliza’s dress had been from Bellville Sassoon again—but Sarah had had her own dress run up by her dressmaker, and Adrian’s tailcoat being a little worn and slightly out-of-date was desirable rather than the reverse. Nothing more common than spanking-new evening clothes on the older generation. Adrian had bought his coat soon after they had first met; she had invited him to a dance in the country and, seeing where Sarah Cunninghame’s infatuation with him just could be leading, Adrian had considered it a sound investment for two weeks’ salary, and twenty-five years later it still looked superb.

  And Charles, of course, darling Charles had looked brilliantly handsome as always; he had danced with her not once but twice, telling her how lovely she looked, how proud of her he was. Not many sons would do that.

  And as a final coating of icing on the cake, both Tatler and Queen had sent photographers.

  “Hallo, Mummy. Pleased with your night’s work?”

  “Oh, Charles, hallo. Darling, you look tired. Sit down and I’ll get you some breakfast.”

  “No, I’m fine. Had some earlier. Well, it all went well, didn’t it? And Eliza looked jolly nice.”

  “Didn’t she? And seemed to enjoy herself.”

  Sarah smiled at him: her firstborn and the great love of her life. After Adrian, of course. She could hardly believe he was twenty-one, and out in the world. Well, he’d have to do his National Service first before finally settling down to his career. He was hoping to go overseas: “Hong Kong, or maybe Gib. See a bit of the world before I have to buckle down in the city.”

  “Darling,” she said, patting his shoulder affectionately, “I shall miss you.”

  “Oh, nonsense. Time’ll fly by. I’m looking forward to it, actually.”

  “And you’ll be called up soon, now you’ve left Oxford?”

  “Yes. It should be fun.”

  “I believe it’s awfully tough.”

  “Can’t be worse than the first half term at prep school.”

  “Charles! Were you really so unhappy?”

  “Well, a bit. I was homesick. And quite hungry; the food was awful. But it didn’t do me any harm, did it? God, the old place looked nice last night, didn’t it?” he added.

  “Didn’t it? Your grandfather would have been so happy.”

  The old place was an exquisite small Palladian villa, built at the top of a gentle rise, smiling graciously down on the village of Wellesley, a little to the south of Marlborough and looking just slightly—although beautifully—out of place there, like a fashionable woman wearing her couture clothes to walk down the village street. Built in 1755, it had a charming legend. A young but very wellborn architect called Jonathan Becket was at a soiree
one evening in Bath. There he met and fell in love with the beautiful Lady Anne Cunninghame, and she with him; married to Sir Ralph Cunninghame, she was the young and dreadfully spoiled daughter of the eccentric Earl of Grasmere, used to having her own way in all things and not in the least in love with her middle-aged husband.

  Sir Ralph could refuse her nothing; and when she spoke longingly of a “fine house, created precisely for me,” young Becket got his commission and created a breathtaking place, not large set against the grand houses of its day (a mere ten bedrooms, and only three receiving rooms), but very beautiful with its glorious south front “greeting the morning sun,” as Lady Anne described it in her journal, and with its classical pillars, its gently curving steps, its wide terrace, its exquisite orangery, set some five hundred yards from the house. “It is just for me,” she went on, “created to suit my beauty, as my darling says.”

  Her darling (presumably Jonathan Becket, rather than Sir Ralph) went on to serve her with a wonderful park behind the house and a small sloping grass sward to the front of it; most of the park had now been sold, leaving only ten acres for the present-day incumbents.

  The house was christened Summer Court; it was to be largely a summer residence, for Sir Ralph liked the bustle of Bath, and she saw herself holding her own small court there; the name was contracted to a single word by one of her more modest descendants.

  It was hugely uncomfortable: impossible to heat satisfactorily. When Eliza arrived for her first term as a boarder at Heathfield, she was astonished at the other girls’ complaints about the cold dormitories, the draughty study bedrooms, the “dribbly” showers. It seemed the height of luxury to her, accustomed as she was to waking to ice on the inside of her windows and a four-inch bath deemed disgracefully wasteful. But she adored the house. It had stayed with the Cunninghames through ten generations; Sarah’s mother, the last Lady Cunninghame, had been the first in the line to fail to produce an heir. She had produced only one child, and that was Sarah. Thus it was that Sarah’s father, the ninth baronet, had been forced, his signature dragging with dreadful reluctance across the paper, to entail it to her. Or rather, to her and her husband. It was better than selling it, which was the only other option. And Sarah did love it.